hmmm weird to think tat in the short time frame of 24 hrs so much can happen, honestli yest was a fucked up day, but today was a brilliant day, everythin happened so niceli and other than not bein to happili talk to me princess i cld say it was a perfect day...we often mistake perfect days as days wher sumthin quite out of the ordinary happens and when miracles happen, to me a perfect day is a everyda with no hitches and even small small days goin ur way...like buses comin jus as u reach the stop, gettin away witout shavin(in ns its quite a biggyy)...or ability to lighten up peoples day,...so mani other facets that went my way coupled with the wonderful sky and weather we had today...cool and chilly, i spent half and hr jus lookin at the sky and dreamin...times like tat i wish i had her by my side holdin her, i swear i cld spend years jus like tatt....sighs these things happen oni when i shut me eyes....
back to the now bland topic of she said he said, onli with the advent of technology its now he blogged she blogged, people tend to misunderstand blogs, its technicali a diary, a private one and wateva wrote supposedli is for the writer and the writer alone, if u chose to read it understand its jus a person thoughts, and questionin wats written in there is simpli like askin a person to cahnge his thoughts, sighs, and although its a personal reflection the writer shld also refrain from bein crdue and practice some political correctness if they intend to publish so publicly...hmm i have y private blog too wher i talk honestli about my pains, my views on people and even my feelins for certain issues, i knw tat sumtings cant be made public...hope the people i m tlkin about get my drift...
aniwaes back to my happi days, i hope i get more of these days and hopefulli things will get brighter....
things arent so peaches and cream between u and me now and ur at a period wher change is imminent and ur facin a impt time in ur life i oni wish u let me in so i can watch the changes and accept tat at the end of the day i care for u adn helpin u change from wt little knowledge i ahve of this world, i rather sound like a grouch than have u suffer the pain i went thru...u like to push me far away adn destroy ani means of knowin about u...trust is a big issue i wish to resolve with u and i knw u have ur probs, ur domestic probs, sch and such are takin a strain on u and i fear i mite be a add on to ya probs, such irony when all i want to do is carry ur probs away...and solve them for u...sighs, hope u had a good day too i wld gladli sacrifice my perfect days so u can have more, i guess u need em more than i do and i tink i can take bad days better than u....i love u princess
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